Missing.

Time flies.
It has been a week since the day we left the program.
There's really a lot of thoughts and feelings in my mind, right now...

We had been together for 26 days...
It's not a very long period, but still, there are a lot of memories...
I swear I will never forget them..
And I swear I will never forget all of you....
You guys mean a world to me!

Vanilla Twilight.

I hate to say good bye to you ,
when we were just started to be closer to each other.

I hate to say good bye to you ,
because it's time for me to get back to my own world.

I hate to say good bye to you ,
because I'll be alone in my life again.

I don't want to be alone.

You are so mean to me!!!

Miss you guys so much, ICM and STH!!!!!

The stars leaned down to kiss you

And I lay awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Cause I'll dose off safe and soundly 

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you

Because I wish you were here....

遗忘

被遗忘了吗？

还是，我一直都是被遗忘的一方？

我是。

Things that I wanna say...

So here I am,standing all alone....

It's really take times for me to do all this things.
Yes! I'm lacking of confidence..
And yes, I'm lacking of the courage...

When the morning comes,
I'm still the same.

风

经常听到这首歌--〉风

很想让自己，
能够像风一样。


風要我迅速撤離
它要我離開你
它要我成全你們在 一起
重傷的愛情凝不成 淚滴
無語 嗯

風曾帶我到天際
在那裡遇見你
主宰的你掌握一切 魔力
剎那間我從雲端墜落到無靠 無依

風看過愛的叱吒
也見過我的崩塌 好傷

你背叛你的牽掛
我以為我會害怕 我 不怕

風要我把你放下
別讓恨變成代價 算了吧
你讓我一夜長大 見識到人性真假
想說的話找不到人說話
風靜靜吹著我的心 成流沙

不会忘记

2009年6月19日，我这辈子也不会忘记！
一年了。
我还好吗？

Heaven vs Hell

Again, there's really lot of things that you couldn't imagine and things are always happened unexpectedly. So, what should I say?

I just got too many SHOCKING NEWS within this few days. Guess what? I really don't know how should I express my feeling/mood at this moment!

Give up?!
Never give up?!

I already fed up with this two phrases!!!

You shouldn't expect too much or put so much of expectation on something, even though it seems to be true and great! There's always one HAND to pull you down from your heaven to the deepest part of the hell.

Guess what, I'm in the hell now!

You let me know that I shouldn't give up so easily.
You let me know that there's always miracles around me.
You let me know that I'm the one whose life is just the same like rubbish.
You let me know that no one would care for you, due to the selfishness of human nature!

This is human!
This is life!
So do kick away all the dreams and innocence!