The hell...

What am I doing?? I really do not have any idea with the hell i am doing!! I just want to focus on my study, and not being affected by any other factors..Is it very hard??!!
I'm already focussing on it,but still, what's wrong with my mind??
What are you doing there, my MR. MIND??!!!
Please..get me a peaceful life...
I don't have any other hopes..but let me do it!!
I couldn't be like that anymore....
At least, at this moment,i don't wish to be like that...
Can you help me???!!!